I need some.

Not much more than a couple of years ago I could always assure myself of getting what I wanted, especially when it came to boys. These last couple of years though have been shocking in that regard! I’ve completely failed to obtain the calibre of man I genuinely feel I deserve, often mistaking immaturity for passion, and fire. Silly me.

So I need to do something about it. I’ve borrowed a lot of books from a hugely successful saleswoman I know and I’m going to work both on motivating myself and getting what I want from people. I think I need to add a touch more ‘mercenary’ to my palette.